Brickfields Asia College

I know I'm suppose to like socialise la, especially since there's a 2 hours break now, but yeah I'm here. 'Cause I have no intention in window shopping in between lessons. So yeah, weeeee.

Oh at least Sara is beside me, being antisocial too ;)

Gah!

I am grounded.

For

I love Metro Tabernacle A/G, I love it with all my heart, I do. And I believe that God will lead us to new heights, with all our pastors as our leaders, especially Pastor Ong.

:')

It's time to move on now.

I'm already going for college? Didn't expect myself to dive into the boundaries of A levels this fast. Like how I'm starting next week! A week ago I was still in Youth Enrichment School enjoying myself with late nights, talking [slash] studying in BCM, without any hindrance whatsoever. But now, just past Monday I was already waking up at 6am following dad out for orientation.

It was so boring half the class went missing on Tuesday. I missed the days when there were 4 still snoozing in D10 at 6.30am as my alarm broke the silence. Or even when I was locked out of dorm for I didn't had the key with me. I want those sleepy mornings too when various pastors lectured with all their might trying to catch our attention. The assignments, library researches and tests. Ahh the memories!

Perhaps Ps Clement was right, the 2 weeks we had, even with squabbles and disagreements, will be the best 2 weeks we've ever had in our entire young adolescent life. And now A levels awaits. So many questions emerged, unleashing itself from the mist of my uncertainty. But God is there and He provided assurance, telling me that He promised and that He'll keep it. It didn't matter how my SPM will turn out, I know God has a plan, and so I'm going to strive hard for it with Him by me.

The talks with pastors, lecturers, aunts and uncles, Sir Sean and Ms Loo, mom and dad were super motivating. It overwhelmed me with a sense of joy and I appreciate it. It's quite a rush, suddenly entering a 4 1/2 year plan just with a nod for a law degree, but I know deep down in my heart this is what's right and what I want so therefore I shall pursue it.

God is good, Amen!

A levels.

I'm sucked back to reality.

Thrill.

:)

Love every minute here.

YES!

The reason I'm here, blogging in the middle of the night is because I'm home! Weeeeeeeee! :D Am staying home for a night but will be back in BCM tomorrow early morning. But only for one day. 'Cause I need to manually wash all my clothes for the next week ahead. Really regretted I dirtied Steven's sweater, it's not easy to wash wey.

It's been really awesome so far, and even more fun it shall be I believe as the days I spend with those psychos lengthens. I love the fact that there's so many dslr around me. The fact that they love taking photos is just so awesome, memories yo! Jealousjealousjealous, talented photographers.

Can't believe I learnt so much within such short period of time. Really really, I tell you, if you have the opportunity to go there some day, GO! The people I meet here are not perfect but they're really good humans. (:

Yada yada yada, mom's lecturing me. Law law law, she wants me to take law after A levels. I have my doubts, not smart enough. But my parents are really supporting me, my future, I appreciate that a lot. And I respect them so much, I will probably follow their wishes with confidence.



JuYi you should be here!



Ohh, mom's lecturing me again. About boyfriends now. *Gasp* As if i'll date soon, ha, fat chance! Hmm, gonna wash more clothes and pray it'll dry. Assignments awaits! Ahh, home is good, I love my family.

2 weeks!

I'll be leaving for YES this Monday for 2 weeks. I remember telling you people that I'll update, of my trip to the west, though I have lots of last minute packing to do. The fact that I'm a girl doesn't help, a lot more stuff to bring.

Even though it had cross my mind many a times to banish this blog for good, I shall refrain from doing so, 'cause this had long since became part me. If I delete bizarreyien now, I'll lose not only the privilege of reading a journal of history about Yi En Chua but also a piece of unclassified identity of myself. Perhaps I'll swing back, back to the mood of blogging. Time will tell.
















This was in Royal Observatory Greenwich otherwise known as Bawang Putih, situated in London.





















After 3 days in London, my family and I flew to Nice, France via British Airway. On the second day in Nice, we signed up for a one day tour to the town of Eze, the second smallest country called Monaco and then to Cannes. The photo was taken in Eze.




















Paris, unlike Nice which somehow behold a taste of Italy, differs tremendously. That's me smiling like a fool in front of Notre Dame de Paris, when in truth I was cursing the snow and the chilly weather for it was below 0 degree. I don't have any photos of the inside of this famous cathedral because although there were many who proved themselves worthy of their gigantic DSLR, I thought it was very inappropriate especially when it is stated that cameras are a definite no.

I'll stick to my words and update on all of this like a responsible blogger, perhaps at night. For now, Happy New Year Amigos! :)

You promise.

One year before, in camp during the end year hols, I stood up. Stamping the element of fear, of pride, of shyness and of arrogance, I made my way to the altar. At that point, I surrendered to God, inviting Him into my heart once more. It wasn't defeat, instead it was an open door, a gateway to a new life. It was Christmas for me, truly Christmas.

This year, on Christmas Day, I did it again. Once Pastor Ong asked of those who wished for Jesus to enter into their lives again, for those who lost their way, misled and misguided, ignoring Jesus's staff and for those who replaced Christmas to Xmas, I didn't need to pause, there was no need to ponder, I knew I need to give in to God again.

Because the truth is, I really did went astray. Undeniably I put God aside and the love He gave me. I forgot the promise God made to me, and the one I made to Him. And all because of that my glass had been half filled, always yearning for more, to fill that hole in my heart. It was empty, I was empty, as my heart stared into nothingness. Literally blackness. Not even darkness, not a peek, but blackness.

If you've followed me throughout the years, the entire posts of this blog, my blog, you'll see that I've changed so drastically over the years. Honestly, I'm almost a completely different person. Almost. And you would have seen me going hay wire. Okay wait, I'm not going to comment on that.

Oh God. It was awesome, yesterday night was awesome. I cried so hard, though seriously, love every single second of it. My Heavenly Father did it again, truly a season of miracles. If you don't know Jesus, you should. 'Cause no one, no human can provide such assurance and security and love to your heart, to your soul. My God can, He is able and I've witnessed it so many times.

;)

Gosh, so many you humans out there to thank.

Thank you for persuading me to go, to the concert, all of you people I call friends! Thank you Jeremy for the car, thank you Ben for driving me there, thank you Steven for calling and answering me and thank you John Jee for trying to get me there. Great guitaring dude, was good, and nice lyrics! Haha :D

Everyone there, [insert names of attendees], especially of those who came fourth and stood beside me after I've finally stopped crying, appreciate it, thanks man. Ooops, allow me to rephrase, thanks men. For all you girls who dumped Joanne and I alone, I shall remember you, have you marked in my head, you see la this Sunday.

XP

All that head banging by my huge-headed neighbors, screaming right at my ears as if I'm deaf, don't worry you shall kena next time. Merry Christmas pretties and handsomes!






















Yes I shall update soon all about my vacation to the west (:

The past.

not.
I am officially out of high school.



I know I'm suppose to update, of a looooong post, but right now, what with me leaving on Friday morning; luggage not packed, clothes not sufficient and worst still, we have no whatsoever plan for the whole trip, (not following tour you see, and mom had been so busy in the office) I'll be playing tour guide with sister. Pretty busy trying to study the maps, shall update when I have the time :)

Am going to APYAC this Thursday, 8pm, for the concert. A very big

THANK YOU

to Jeremy Chew, if he don't chicken out on driving. I hope to see you all there!
=P

Thank you Jesse, Mr Man, Priscy and gang for buying me those books! I love it, read the novel Five People You Meet In Heaven. Was awesome, I cried. Hahaha, I'm so vulnerable lately. Shall read The Famished Road by Ben Okri in the airplane.

I didn't tell many people where am I travelling to this time, but how, oh HOW in the world, why is it that most NexGeners know of my 11 days trip? I shall know who to blame.
;)

Love you folks, thank you for the friendship during my SPM period. It was so nice and fun. Honestly, it's been a while since I laughed so hard! Oh, and THANK GOD for running with me throughout this entire month.

:D


I'm praying, praying hard that God will show me the way. Praying with faith that I'll be attentive and listen to His words and follow His path. I can see it, it's not what I've expected, not exactly fulfilling my childish desires, but God had been specific. It's a calling, one that I could never imagine.